Baby Steps.... To Big Dreams...

The sun is yet to rise. And daybreak seems far away as I walk through the park. I am on my regular morning walk. Hamlets of the hill just started to come out of the bed. Hundreds of birds are chirping as if to say a warm good morning .The wait of fresh air instantly rids you of any remnants of sleep.

Its half past six when I drink the routine hot coffee, sitting with a newspaper in the balcony. Not really able to concentrate on news across the world. Lot’s going on in the world. I can’t control any of that. Just gives me a headache and feeling kind of sad. Wondering about human nature and how we mistreat each other.

I should focus on me. There is much to think about myself, the days which I spend by nothing much to do, the future. Things that I can control, in my own little world. Life is like an ocean, sometimes silent, sometimes roaring with all the energy as if to eat everything in front of it, sometimes singing along the sweet melodies of nature. My life is silent now, like a radio which doesn’t sing at all.

Sometimes we need to step outside, Get some air and remind ourselves who we are and who we want to be.

I have dreams about my future. What I want to be. What I need to achieve. I have a strong desire in me.

I want to be a writer! A storyteller, Read by everyone. I want to be part of that minority group who will be known by the majority of the world.  But, I don’t know what to write. May be about an alien invasion to the earth. No! People will prefer Spielberg movies. I have to be myself, different.

In this era of social networking and technologies, why there is shortage of topics? But, no, it’s not necessary to go with a topic. I want to write whatever comes to mind. Whatever I think, whatever I worry about, whatever I laugh at. It should be fun reading that. And, by the way everything in life is writable. If we have the guts to write and the imagination to improvise.

Well so it’s not gonna be easy. It’s gonna be really hard. I need to write down everything what I daydreaming. Everything about being bored. I need to notice everything when I am doing it. I remember” The Expert in anything was a beginner “.

I believe everything happens for a reason. People change so that we can let it go. Things go wrong so that we can appreciate them when they are right. Sometimes, good things fall apart, so better things can fall in place.

Now I can see how wonderful this morning is! How magical is every moment of life! How wonderful the glint of light coming through the tree leaves!! Time has a wonderful way of showing us what really matters.

My coffee cup is almost empty. But, my mind is full of happiness. I choose to live by choice, to make changes, to listen to my mind.

I am gonna write from my heart. From my soul. Make the best of me…And never let it go, not for anything.